I have never felt so great of physical pain in my life... that i can think of.

i can officially attest to the fact that ripping ones hair out of the body is extremely fun and when received, it is EXTREMELY PAINFUL. Today i overcame excruciating pain: the pain of hair being ripped out of my legs. sad to say... i screamed! well more like yelled... alot!!!... 

   i told my Esthetician, " i normally do not curse but i almost feel like i am going to." ahahaha.. she said: "i know. i've noticed"... praise God she sees a difference in me!!! it's so much easier to lead people to Christ when they can first see the difference. if they don't, then there is absolutely no reason for them to ask me what's the difference in me. 

just one of those days...

today was just one of those days... one of those bad days. i left my house at 8:00 am which would allow me to have an hour and a half to get to Demalogica in Carson. i knew i was going to get lost because i ALWAYS get lost but this was a special get lost day. 

    in short i ended up taking the wrong freeway and ended up driving for two hours. i was a half an hour late for Dermalogica. the day was boring ( not because of dermalogica- just because im not interested in doing facials for the rest of my life. im a make up girl! dermalogica's great.)and i became sick to my stomach after lunch because of my lunch(chili's). then i left an hour early because i just didnt want to be there anymore and i felt sick, and i got lost going home too. I ENDED UP IN COMPTON. who does that? ALLISON!

one thing i am not fond of is a trial. trials are poop, yet they produce character and hope etc... so i subconsciously like them- at least in the long run. two  mornings ago i awoke to the Lord's promise he had spoken to my heart the night before: "and it shall come to pass, when the Lord has done for my lord according to all the good that He has spoken concerning you ... that this will be no grief to you, nor offense of heart to my lord." 

as i girded up my loins and stepped out of my home for a bright cheery new day, i looked up and saw a great big rainbow. PRAISE GOD FOR HIS PROMISES!!!

i love when caiden says hi

for those of you who are out of the loop, caiden and i flew to france in order to spend some much needed quality time together. it was there we shopped, ate lots of yummy food including crapes, said hello to paris and shook the hand of love. i love our little vacations... though they are often made completely up in our minds.

me and my head

quote of the day!

" You're an Idiot and I'm not your babe"

brought to you by darla baldwin

i love birthdays...

today i was bored and had the desire to do something creative... too bad you cant see the actual card i made. if i showed it, the person receiving it wouldn't be surprised... and that's not fun